Steve suggested that my last blog may have come across as though I'm walking around in the depths of despair. Granted, I'm pretty sure only about eight people read this blog, but if you're one of the eight, I'd like to clarify.
It has been almost a year since Lily was born. That year has had many moments of ups and downs, and getting pregnant again was a moment of unbelievable, incredible joy!
I think I just assumed that being pregnant again would act as a stronger balm over the pain of losing a baby than it has. Does that make sense? Being pregnant again was exactly what we prayed for and I am thrilled to have a new little life growing inside of me. I just didn't expect this pregnancy to bring so many...reminders of the last one.
And lately that pain has just been a little more present. The reminders have been a little more frequent. And that's why I wrote a blog post about it. Hopefully, that helps a little in explaining without making it sound like I'm unable to function.
One day at a time.
"And underneath are the Everlasting arms."
1 comment:
Totally get it. I can remember having a hard time when Kinslee was born. I think that was about a year after. Time does heal, but the wound is always there. Love you!
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